I UNDERSTAND U THEY SAID, I KNOW THAT FEEL THEY SAID. YOU NEVER FCKN KNOW! bgst

22.18



Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place, like somehow you just don't belong and no one understands you?
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room with the radio on turned up so loud that no one hears you're screaming?

No, you don't know what it's like!
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No, you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No, you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like,


WELCOME TO MY DAMN LIFE
you asshole.






Yook Sungjae BtoB as Gong Tae Kwang: My New Happiness

02.00

jujur selama ini gue ga pernah punya idola orang korea atau orang-orang sipit lainnya #rasis

ga tau kenapa dari dulu emang ga pernah tertarik buat punya idola atau bahkan crush on someone sipit #rasislagi #kumohonmaafkan 
meskipun dari dulu banyak banget temen yang suka sama boyband atau girlband korea. ada yang seluruh playlist lagunya huruf keriting (re:hangeul) sampe pusing gue liatnya, ada yang laptopnya sampe lemot gara-gara diisi mv kpop, ada yang selalu belajar dance-nya, bahkan ada yang sampe fanatik, bela-belain bikin kue pas salah satu member boyband yang dia suka ulang tahun, pas di sekolah dia kumpul sama temen-temen sesama fanatik terus nyanyi bareng kenceng banget

"SAENGIL CHUKAHAMNIDA
SARANGHANEUN BAEKHYUN
SAENGIL CHUKAHAMNIDA"

terus pada tepok tangan.

fix gue nangis.
bukan gara-gara terharu tapi sedih, like "please, he doesn't even knoooww!"


tapi akhirnya gue tau rasanya jadi mereka
maafin gue ya guys, penyesalan selalu datang paling akhir guys..


jadi ceritanya gini...


gue emang ga terlalu suka kpop, tapi gue suka drama korea
pertama karena drama korea better than drama indonesia yang episodenya bisa sampe beribu-ribu, udah gitu pake berseason-season juga, itu pemain dari lahir sampe tua kerjanya maen drama ituu mulu.
kedua karena jalan ceritanya bagus, yha emang ga semua drama korea jalan ceritanya bagus, but most of them has good quality, ga kaya drama indonesia yang gampang ditebak, isinya juga cuma harimau, serigala, dsb. lah ini drama apa kebon binatang. capeq.
ketiga karena pemainnya enak diliat dan punya skill yang bagus dalam berakting, ga kaya drama indonesia yang pemainnya asal punya tampang oke dan anak artis #nooffense, yha ga semuanya gitu sih, banyak juga yang skill aktingnya bagus, tapi jalan ceritanya... huh capeq.

nah jadi baru-baru ini gara-gara punya BANYAK BANGET waktu luang, gue akhirnya nonton drama korea yang lagi laris, judulnya "School 2015: Who Are You?"
mungkin banyak dari kalian yang udah tau atau bahkan udah nonton drama itu jadi gue ga perlu lah ya ceritain gimana drama itu. intinya abis nonton drama itu gue jadi tergila-gila sama Gong Tae Kwang. 



gatau lagi deh harus bilang apa.
aku gakuat Sungjae oppa.

yha.
selayaknya cewek yang baru punya idola, akhirnya gue mulai fangirling-an.
gue cariin semua informasi tentang dia
gue seneng banget pas tau kalo bulan lahir & golongan darahnya sama kaya gue :') gue liatin foto-foto dia :') gue simpen sebanyak-banyaknya :') gue tontonin semua video yang ada dianya meskipun cuma iklan :') gue tontonin btob diary dari episode 1, setiap Sungjae oppa muncul gue teriak kenceng, ampe begadang nontonin btob diary cuma buat kamu Sungjae oppa :')

fix gue mengenaskan.
aku begini karnamu Sungjae oppa. 



you definitely make me go insane, bang.
FINALLY I FOUND MY NEW HAPPINESS.
*tepok tangan*

nah 
sekarang gara-gara drama School 2015 yang endingnya rada 'gitu banget', banyak fans-fans yang punya shipper TaeBi, Tae Kwang-Eun Bi, buat gue mereka emang good match banget, cocok!



ah unyu. kyeopta.

tapi ada juga fans yang shipper-nya sungjoy/jaejoy, sungjae-joy, gara-gara Sungjae main di reality show We Got Married dan istrinya adalah si Joy Red Velvet. mereka juga lucu banget, bener-bener kaya pasangan muda baru pacaran. masih malu-malu tai kucing. 


ah mau dong bang digituin juga :(

nah
gara-gara nonton btob diary, gue jadi tau kalo Sungjae oppa punya bakat khusus yaitu mecahin semangka pake kepala :'''')))) omg kurang keren apa bang Sungjae!! jadi gausah repot-repot beli pisau, sekarang pisau mahal ya bang ya :')


palanye ga sakit itu bang yawloh sini adek usapin :')
yaila..


udah dulu ya bang, besok lagi.
bhay.



sincerely,

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